This withering feeling under my skin is getting the best of Me
The rot inside
is starting to surface
Wretched thoughts
have plagued my f*cking mind
Im beginning to see the damage I’ve caused myself
And all those around me
The guilt that I bring to the table is spoiled and foul
Rancid, sour like me
I never meant it
I never meant to cause so much f*cking pain
Its all I feel
I deserve every ounce I made you bleed
I hate everything that I’ve become
I long to be empty and f*cking numb
I hate everything I’ve ever done
I am the cause of my corruption
I hate everything that I’ve become
I long to be empty and f*cking numb
I hate everything I’ve ever done
I am the cause
Fool, so full of the hatred
Reflections of anger
Wonder what could have been
(Could have been)
I remember the innocence I missed as a child
Fucking idiot, I threw it all away
Fail, failing once again as a bitter man
Failing to right the wrongs, fail to make amends
I taste nothing but bile in my f*cking mouth
I am rotting inside my own f*cking hell
Vile disgrace
Pitiful f*cking coward
Vile disgrace
ABSOLUTE HATE
I am the heretic of my demise
The one who failed to right all the wrongs of my life
I am the reason I’m so f*cked up inside
I can’t save myself
I feel it all
I’m rotten inside
Lost cause
Everything always seems to be my fault
I’m done with this f*cking dread
Always stuck in my head
I dwell in darkness as I radiate filth
A vile and putrid hate
The maggots have eaten away my eyes
Now all I see is a reason to die
I am the heretic of my demise
(Of my demise)
I’m rotting inside
Vile disgrace
ABSOLUTE HATE
credits
released September 18, 2022
Written/Recorded by Bill Sanders
Produced by Aaron Chaparaian
Artwork by Andik Godfinger
Video by UltraliskMedia
Logo by Knoth
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